Sunday, April 26, 2009

i'm thinking....

here's the thing.

which one is the worst?

you have a fantastic job, well paid, out of country. but you lost your loved ones.

OR

you don't have a job. not even a temp. but you still got your loved ones by your side each and every day.


CAN MONEY REALLY BUY HAPPINESS?
DOES MONEY THAT REALLY MATTERS?

what do you think?

Monday, April 13, 2009

Anugerah Bintang Popular Berita Harian 2008

hari ni nak wat review pasal ABPBH 2008 lah.. yang baru je habis tadi... fresh lagi nih. hehe ;)
this is my personal opinion.. jangan nak sentap pulak. lain orang lain pendapat ok.. ;)

pengacara-adlin & sh shahira
boleh la. so-so je. adlin lagi sesuwai jadi pengkritik af okeh. rindu u takde kat konsert semalam. rugi taw. hehe ;)
shahira-boleh la kot cume xserasi dengan adlin. next time pilih somebody else to be ur partner! ataupun pihak penganjur sila consider cadangan i nih. xnak consider pon takpe. saya tau saya ni bukan sapa-sapa. haha nk emo pulak! haih *_*

keputusan:-

pengacara tv popular
as expected! aznil dan fara fauzana
congrats to aznil. mmg takde sapa boleh lawan. u r one & only pak nil! i like... *huge grin*
fara.. well takde pencabar. calon lain semua suam-suam kuku je. so mmg dah tentu farah boleh menang tanpa bertanding. note for fara-baju bahagian atas mmg lawa. tapi bile tengok sume da macam tak sesuwai jek.. ape pon layan la.... ;)

penyampai radio
-harap sgt pak nil menang.. tp faizal ismail menang lagi.. congrats la.. walaupun tak pernah dgr die pagi2 pon. saya tak dengar hot.fm. setia bersama era/sinar/mix/hitz shj. loyal giler. haha
-farah-congrats to her once again.. hope jugak linda boleh menang.. tp takpe ni zaman fara fauzana... !

artis nasyid
as expected-rabbani.. rasa sampai bila-bila kot. alhamdulillah :)

artis komedi
nabil-hurm.. kenapa lah rasa macam unhappy je ek? harap sgt zizan yg menang.
nur khiriah-congrats.. die mmg best.. tp kalo kenchana yg menang lg best kan.. heee ;)

artis baru
nabil lagi. series tak suka okeh. masa bagi ucapan nampak sgt nabil poyo. tak boleh blah betol
stacy-yeah u go girl! memang best. cuma stacy baju agak sexy. wow! tunduk jek sudah nmpak lurah dendam.tak sesuai okayyy. pls take note!

pelakon tv
haih. tak habis lagi zaman rosyam nor ni. rasa macam tak relevant. ape pon congrats la.
dynas-wow! this is great. memang dynas best pon... hehe ;)

penyanyi kumpulan/duo
Meet uncle hussin-as expected. sape lagi yg tgh hot kan...

penyanyi
mawi-alhamdulillah. wpun mcm xramai yg tepuk. tapi dah rezeki mawi. cuma pls potong rambut! nampak lain.. xhensem da. huhu
siti-wow!! siti mmg leh masuk record lah. no one can beat her so far!! me likey :) pakai tudung cmtu kan comel. pasni pakai tudung tutup semua ye dato' siti! amin :)

pelakon filem
que haidar-tak sangka!! tapi rezeki pengantin baru agaknya.. tahniah
maya karin-rasa biase2 jek. sbb saingan yg lain tak mencabar. tapi maya nmpak sgt western. dengan baju yg tak berlengan. lepas to ucapan pun.. haih. orang biasa alhamdulillah.. tp awak.. takpe la mungkin cara maya kot.. ape pun tahniah yer..

all in all- kenapa ramai sgt yg berlagak mcm cool tapi sebenarnye tak cool lansung bila berkaca mata hitam di dalam tempat yg tertutup macam tu! haih. pelik btol. nabil, MUH,faizal tahir,jamal abdillah.. tolong lah!

artis paling popular
nabil raja lawak
hoh dah agak.. tapi seriously i'm not HAPPY at all. menyampah lagi ade... i used to be his FAN long time ago. obviously masa die kt RAJA LAWAK. but not anymore. rasa nabil dah tak lawak lansung okay. ucapan pon tadi teserlah kepoyoaan nye! haih... pastu g peluk pulak irma. lagi aku nyampah. aku ni sebenarnya masih lagi conservative bab artis ni.. aku mmg automatik tak suka/berkenan la artis yg peluk2 ni. pastu pakai baju tak berlengan. tsk. nabil seolah-olah dah lupa diri. entah la. adakah aku je yang rasa camtu?? to nabil's fans, no offence! ni ape yang aku rasa. hak aku. korang nak suka, suka la. lagipon nabil da menang pun kan?

nabil kalo la ko baca ni, please.. ingat sikit okay.. jgn over.. nnti ramai tak suka. walaupun mungkin aku sorg je ke yang tak suka, tapi apa yang aku tegur tu betul kan? ko peluk irma depan khalayak.. close pulak tuh. nasib tak cium jek. ape pon nabil, lu pikirlah sendiri!

haih.. tak suke...... isk :((

Thursday, April 9, 2009

dilemma

okay now i'm in dilemma. if before this i kept thinking about working and have a boyfriend but now it change. huhu. i just discover that one of my bestie during high school is might be leaving to scotland this sept for study. suddenly i feel so envy! yeah. envious. i want to study or working OS too! i burst into tears. i feel so hopeless, again! don't know how many times i kept thinking me being such a looser! huhu. then i google about how to further study abroad. i came accross a few forums which discussed about this. but it leads me nowhere. still don't know whether i am qualified or not. i just discover that i have to take IELTS exam. i also hit british council website. and i found that if i want to do MBA i have to at least have experience. oh.. i don't know about that. i read about the requirements.. hurm.. in a nutshell i don't think i am qualified yet... I want to do MBA maybe major in finance or Islamic Banking.. but don't know yet. it only take 1 year for me to complete my MBA. so i have come to conclusion that I will do my MBA when i married! by that time i might be experienced (more than what i am now) and i have clearer picture what i want to focus on and at the same time i am more matured. Amin.

p/s: i want to do my MBA here.

Wednesday, April 1, 2009

new entry

okay. its been awhile since my last entry. well I'm going to express bout my feeling today. i hate myself now! is it possible for us as a human to hate ourselves? i don't know.. but being me, yeah this is what i feel.. I HATE MYSELF..
it simply because

1. i have no one. meaning is a BOYFRIEND.. i'm in the mid of 20's yet no one. not even a fling! pathethic!

2. no career. no job. it has been more than 4 months i stuck doing nothing! can u believe it? it's already april. i hate this!

well.. at this moment these two reasons makes me feel i'm such a hopeless,useless........argghhh. stop.

sorry if there is grammatical error or whatsoever. i'm here to improve my english instead of blogging only.