friends?

kenapa aku sering malang bile berkawan?
aku pon xtaw. i always be a fwen who never forget to wish my friend's birthday.. and even give them present on their big day.. and i always be the one who is being forgotten by her so-called friends... i might not get simple birthday wishes let alone a present!! wtf!!
i hate this kind of feeling.. am being so calculative. i believe in friendship we don't have to be that way.. but then.. there always be some limit.. i guess i beyond my limit now.. it has been more than 15years i went through all these. i cannot stand anymore!!!!
arghhhhhhhhhhhhh

sedeh :(

sbb
sptnye ari ni kuar ngan geng2 tp cancel..
ye.. aku frust sgt tp aku xckp pon..
aku malas nk ungkit2 wpun hati trluke!
xpe la.. xde rezki kot.. wht to do.. may days ahead will be filled with joy n happiness
daaaaaa

m a r r i a g e + b a b y

tetibe je dpt ctc rmai kwn2 lame..
tp yg sedey nye sume da kawen n ade baby
hurm.. yea
aku jeles sbnrnye!
tp nk wt cmne jodoh xsmpai lg kan...
kalo ikutkan my best fwen & close fwen sume xkawen lg.
yg da kawen ni sume kwn2 sek.. most of 'em dak kelas bwh..
aku bkn nk kate ape tp so far mmg kwn2 rapat aku xde yg kawen pon lg
tp aku still rase sedey.. sbb aku bf pon xde lg
tmbh plak dgn tekanan aku sbg anak sulung ni
isk...

pstu cm best je baby sndiri kan..
ni aku dok excited bile kucing aku branak je la
hurmmm

whts so interesting about today?
got to know she finally have sumthin goin on with him
eventually they get exposed.
n im d only one knew dis lil secret..
yeah, even everybody talks about it but they didnt know the truth
but i did! yeay ;)
am happy for them tho!

then sumbody said dat he "jatuh hati" pd aku
nah! am not gonna pwasan ok..
plus he's not my type. but good looking wht..
wanna knw why? becoz he such a spoilt kid.
xbley la kwn ngan org cmtu.. ssh nnti.

future?
dunno yet.. they seem not practice wht they preach
information twisted LOL!
huh
im sick of it..

boyfy

penting ke ade boyfy? ntah la.. aku da 4thn lebih xde bf..
rasenye mcm da mati hati utk ber bf.. hurm.. da tawr.. n aku xdpt nk imagine how im gonna react if i have one soon. heee ;)
but then.. yeah.. aku masih berminat terhadap lelaki. blom bertukar arah.
mintak2 dijauh kan..
cume aku ssh nk suke org. if u ask me, the criteria that im looking for, my answer is
I D O N ' T K N O W
seriously!!!
u know wht there is a guy, i know him for almost 5years.. he has been so nice n good to me
muke pon leh thn but then i feel nothing okey..
buttttt
there is also a guy who i know for only 10 days.. but he manage to make my hearts beat faster!!
so.. to answer your question i must say...

there is no specific criteria as long as i like him.. no matter how he looks, wht he did n etc..
wish i going to find my man soon
amin

diet

yaa....
aku dah lame kate nk diet.
tp xpenah jd.
berat mkin bertambah..
aku xtau mcm mane nk buat.
kenapa org lain boleh thn makan?
aku xboleh la.
ish.. aku jeles tgk org yg slim..
tp bile pk blk, aku bukan la gemuk.. cume chubby sket
and ade part yg kne pecah kan sikit lemak.
da lama rasa nk sign up kt gym, tp xde kawan..
ish....

n o v e m b e r

welcome nov!
hari ni da masuk november.
alhamdulillah.. aku masih lagi bernafas di bumi ALLAH ini..
semoga aku terus dapat menikmati rahmat dari-NYA
kelas hari, was ok. it was great i must say.. everything went on smoothly.
way better than what i'd expected.
there's a video, i might want to upload it here, but then im not gonna upload it..
because this blog has to be A N O N Y M O U S ;)
so sori about that ya readers! ( if there is any)

segalanya di sini
yea.. aku akn curahkan segalanya di sni..
tetapi.. tidak akan sesekali mempamer kan siapa aku & watak2 di dalam hidupku
semuanya adalah rahsia

anonymous

1st entry

salam...

akhirnya..
berjaya jugak buat blog ni..
here i come! nntikan update yg lain...