2 years and counting!

oh my. this blog already 2 years! i just realize about it for the past few days. 2 years in blogging really taught me so many things. i just hope more exchange thoughts and experiences among us in the future. I love this blog and the 14th of you my followers! will try to update more often. daa~

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i just can't believe myself. how on earth a person can hate himself/herself? well that's literally what i felt for the past few days! it started after being scolded by my mom on sat. bla bla bla, and suddenly it struck me. where is my life heading me to? my future seem bleak and grey. i promise myself to be positive but i just can't. i just hate myself for no reason. blergh. i need a positive vibes around me now.

YA ALLAH YA TUHANKU BERILAH AKU PETUNJUK KE JALAN YANG BENAR

for 13 of you!

oh noooo! my follower already hit 13! i'm immensely touched. never thought one will read this blog as i'm not update as much as i suppose to be. plus it's just my ramblings when i'm sad or down yet there are bunch of people who are so nice, still wanna follow me. TQ very much. i appreciate it.;)
i hope i'll post more often after this with a good entry. sharing with my readers my happy moments as well instead whining all the bad things. hee ;) toodles!