interview?

early this year I accepted the offer from *** as a contract officer in this Ministry. I was so happy and grateful for being given this opportunity. And coming this 5/1 I have interview to attend to change my post from contract to permanent. I'm so freaking nervous! I don't know why. Dah lama tak attend interview makes me restless. Nak baca apa ni? What to expect? aaaahhhh. Kalau tak nak pergi camna? hehe ;p takut dan risauuuuuuuuu

white flag

Remember my last entry a few days ago? How determine I am to not stay close with those so-called friends? but nah! I just can't. Hatiku lembik dan sangat lembut. One of them PM-ed me to inform that she's getting engage end of this month! That's what we've been wishing for all this while. I just don't have the heart to turn down her offer. well, yeah that's me. Masa tengah emo bukan main janji macam-macam. HEHE. well friends will always be friends kan? Even thought I felt unappreciated but I guess I just have to let it go. As what you said dear, it's better to keep our heart free and easy right? Thanks to you ;)) So I raise my white flag~