yeah i admit. my mood swings from here to there and back here again lately. macam puting meliung! hehe ;p i just hate whenever it crossed my mind. it makes me feel that i'm not relevant and don't belong here. seems like im just a ball that u can kick everytime u want! goshhhh. am i that irrelevant to u guys? hoooooooo!!
n today, at the beginning i think my mood going to be okay but halfway it went haywire again! somebody who is a friend of mine just turned me down! i dont ask u for a money ok? im only asking ur effort, show me ur support! isnt it so hard to do? oh pls! grrrrrr !! i dont know how long im going to behave like this. i wanna be happy go lucky girl that i used to be. but in order to back to normal i have to get rid these feelings ASAP!!