It was 4 months ago since my last update ! I'm still alive and kicking !
march,april,may - during this months I was so happy. I would say that I'm in love. keep on texting him 24/7. Dalam hati ada taman. We met in the office once in a while to exchange food. he called me sayang, dear, cinta etc. I was so over the moon !
june - I knew the truth. He just using me. He still wants that girl. So June is totally not a good month. I was crying... heartbroken !
and now july is the recovering phase. Im moving on. gotta find new fling !
p dot s : weight has been skyrocketing to almost 58kg now ! what a monster I am T__T