i just can't believe myself. how on earth a person can hate himself/herself? well that's literally what i felt for the past few days! it started after being scolded by my mom on sat. bla bla bla, and suddenly it struck me. where is my life heading me to? my future seem bleak and grey. i promise myself to be positive but i just can't. i just hate myself for no reason. blergh. i need a positive vibes around me now.
YA ALLAH YA TUHANKU BERILAH AKU PETUNJUK KE JALAN YANG BENAR